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Today I lost a friend who was really close to me. He had always been kind to me and supportive and to me, he was like my brother. Sadly he was involved in an accident and was put on life support. I wasn't allowed to visit, for some stupid fucking reasons. Today, they turned that life support off, and what they lost was an amazing and wonderful life and the world has missed out because of it.
Sleep well my friend. I wish I could have said goodbye.
Just promise not to haunt me, yeah?
Thanks Steven.
Sleep well my friend. I wish I could have said goodbye.
Just promise not to haunt me, yeah?
Thanks Steven.
Devious Journal Entry
This will be last bitchy, whiny journal in probably a very long time.
I've had enough. I'm leaving home.
If you read this Erika, I won't die on the streets. I'm not going there anymore.
I was hoping my friends and family could talk to me, make me feel better.
But time and time again I've been told to stop acting like a spoilt brat.
"You don't know what you have going for you."
"Appreciate what you have."
"Stop acting like a spoilt brat."
"Grow up and behave."
Well, fuck you. FUCK EVERYONE that's said that to me. If you FUCKING loved me like you said you did, you wouldn't have been a total cock to me.
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I feel horrible. Absolutely horrible. I don't think I have ever felt so worthless, so meaningless, before.
I thought I could fix it, but I just can't. Everything is just getting too much for me. I hate it. I hate me. I don't expect anyone to give a shit, because they have their own problems, their own life to deal with.
If anything, someone would only care so they don't have to feel bad when things get worse. They can feel like they 'tried'.
Well, fuck this.
I'm not going to see my counsellor anymore.
I'm not going to give a fuck how my parents feel anymore.
I don't give a fuck if my friends don't like me anymore.
I'm going to stop try
Inconstructive Rant.
Do you know what? Just no. No. Fuck you. FUCK you.
Fuck you and everything you are. Just get the hell away from me.
I fucking hate you. You're a sly, slimy little whore.
That's right, be everyone's favourite. Be popular and loved. I know who you really are.
I'm not stupid. I know something is going on. You can't fucking fool me.
You don't understand how much you fucking HURT me. How much it BURNS when I see your name.
I hope you get what you deserve.
Or I'll give it to you.
Thingy I stole of Erika
Your name?
Jeni
What is your hair color?
Naturally dark brown
Do you drink?
Occasionally
Do you smoke?
Yes
Do you have any pets?
Not enough.
Say 3 facts about your personality:
Egotistical, boring and slightly witty.
Do you have any phobias?
Nah.
What did you do last night?
Spoke to the man I love and slept.
Say 5 facts about your bestfriend(s):
Funny, pretty, bitchy, lazy and annoying.
You have a preference for boys or girls?
Pfft. Boys. I have a preference for MEN.
Do you like kissing in public?
Yes! It shows that your partner is happy and comfortable enough to show affection with you in front of others.
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